8MAY2017 12.12am
EST
marks the time on which I have given up all hope of marriage.
Following my best attempt at finding someone Godly which ended in a rejection.
After all these years... You can't say I didn't try, right? And if something is always unfulfilled, and every attempt so far fails, I don't want to hope in it or hope in You about it anymore. Forever.
Let me just cleanse my self inside and get rid of this addiction to emotional attention.
I walk away from this all.
