Friday, 14 October 2016

Chill Lax ESL 20161013

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLvMa2AENiL3w5BeNM4oKoABjsaOL8r9hd

Chill Lax Session yesterday...

after the video recording stopped, andika and myself shared our 'first real moment realising God is God'                         
and also one of the girls confessed that they're not sure if they're saved... so we talked about assurance in faith                         
the only guest we had was Sara, but the whole crew felt that it was as if the session was targeted for her                         
so she asked so many questions                         
as we talked about the personhood of Jesus                         
through Isaiah 42                         
she was asking questions like, how come God doesn't tell everyone He is God       
because they have no religion it is hard for her people to believe.
because she was wondering how come people from her country never heard of God and God doesn't tell them about Himself.
                  
so we were saying, in Isaiah 42, He is not the kind of God who holds out a loudspeaker. But rather humble enough so that His voice is not blatantly heard on the streets -- but does that mean that He doesn't tell people? No. Look at how we met. Look at the Bible. Look at creation -- He did make Himself known -- but gently, but not giving up, not growing weary nor falter until He establishes the entire system of justice on earth -- from back then till this day.                    


We spoke about God being King of universe, she thought God was only God of this world so she asked how come He had no palace. and we said, His reign spans not only visible realm, all the stars, all creation known and unknown -- telescope or not, but also the invisible realm -- the angels and heavenly hosts. His palace and throne is not of the seen but of the unseen                         

and she ended up saying "my 'god' is too small"                         
    
We were exploring the servanthood of Jesus, and Josh shared about Luke 22 how His reign is not like the world's -- whoever wants to be great has to serve the others. His Kingdom is not one where everyone fights with each other for power.

Andika read on...Luke22
And he said to them, "When I sent you out with no moneybag or knapsack or sandals, did you lack anything?" They said, "Nothing." He said to them, "But now let the one who has a moneybag take it, and likewise a knapsack. And let the one who has no sword sell his cloak and buy one. For I tell you that this Scripture must be fulfilled in me: 'And he was numbered with the transgressors.' For what is written about me has its fulfillment." And they said, "Look, Lord, here are two swords." And he said to them, "It is enough."

When Andika heard it -- he suddenly started looking up Bible commentaries                         
because one of the myaf crew Evelyn asked about the end of the world, and how she feels an increased urge to spread the gospel. so we talked about post modernism, how all the new aged kids are throwing off traditional boundaries, we talked about airbnb and peer to peer insurance and uber... and BreExit... and i was telling them "we don't know when He comes back. only Father knows. But when all these happens, we see that it is fulfilling the scriptures saying 'let us break their bonds asaunder'... and to one point, the kings, government and powerful will rise up to go against the Lord and all His laws. And say we want to break The Lord's bonds. But The Lord laughs. and scorns. and says ''I have installed My King on Zion -- Myyyy Holy mountain. that will not pass away."                         
Andika, when Josh shared about Luke 22, later told me after the session that -- he gets the sense that... the battle is intensifying -- now , like Luke 22, Christ was numbered amongst the transgressors -- a dark time. and we will need to bring our 'moneybags' and buy 'swords'... and though we only have two swords -- the small influence we have on the key authorities of this world -- it is enough.

And we both had the sense that... times are coming to the whole world... where things are not going to be so peaceful anymore - because we are heading towards the end, however long that takes. 
and so that makes us vigilant -- as we recall WWI etc started with a misunderstanding and something very small.
I sighed a few times after listening to his sharing -- the two of us, we always see things. Just like at the airport after ANZREC how we recognised that He stopped the rain for us. Just like noting how every time we outreach evil forces push back at us and it's not a coincidence. Or how, the last 2 chill laxes, the guests who were guys just didnt show up and didnt even answer my calls for some reason. And now, with the end times drawing near. Andika shared that John Piper wrote an article to show an increase in pace to reach the unreached minority groups lately.

I knew last night - was not just for Sara but for us too. 
Josh started using common language to evangelise
Andika got reminded about end times
Evelyn's shaky faith struggle got revealed and encouraged
Christin was reminded last week that God wanted her all during training and came this week with a different attitude
Kelvin got to share his testimony
Agnes comes as a new core committee member
Joses gets a chance to enjoy true friendship while i also shared my dating experience with him night before and heard that he just wants to spend time on real friendships -- hopefully this will build him up so that he has the time to learn proper dating mindset and not make the same mistakes we made.
                         
God really led us yesterday -- i'd returned the reign to Him cuz i unknowingly stole it. and no matter if it was Joses praying, or Josh sharing Luke22, or Andika sharing his testimony and praying the concluding prayer etc etc He was with us all.

and i'm especially glad to see -- that through these sessions we really paint a true picture of God for the world and ourselves, slowly but surely, our swords are getting sharper, our inner convictions are getting purer, our love for God better informed, God is really great for accomplishing these in all of us.

through so much fun too                         
Vinka from Auckland also joined us for the first half of a session and I think she feels supported -- because in Auckland she's the big sister everyone relies on                         
And Praise God that 4G internet finally worked cuz last Chill Lax session on skype was a disaster -- yesterday plus the post Chill Lax Skype testing session with Kezia and the Twins was the first time Skype video worked -- 70-80% success connectivity rate.

Isnt this great? To God be all Praise, Glory and Honour ^_^

Thursday, 6 October 2016

The pain of failure to keep us going

Chill Lax training last night...
and telecommunications didn't work. Spent the first 30mins connecting everyone and first 45mins with many disruptions

And the Spirit of the Lord didn't fill me in the first half and I could feel no passion in my words, it was like reading words out of the pages.

Last night's Training, was to establish/reestablish a vertical connection with God so strong that love -- unquenchable by many waters, unsweepable by many rivers. Where God asked them individually, "Do you love me?" and "Would you really like to be able to love me that way?"

Passages from Song of Songs 8:6-7 and 1 Cor 13 as we explored what is love? From the bottom up perspective. (how do I love God).


Then the REF boys came in the second half both in person and online. And Christin took over the IT side and both her and Agnes offered to dial the boys in on the phone. Then suddenly the Spirit of God ignited in me a fervency as we talked about Masturbation, Porn, Occult and met fire with fire by exclaiming "I HAVE TO BE FAITHFUL!!" in relation to Love is not dishonouring -- not doing things that shame God.

What is Love? (us towards God)
Love is having an anchored faith produced by fasting your heart in waiting.
It is being soft enough to be full of nobility and grace and give thanks in arduous circumstance
It is not being jealous/envying to the point that you are possessive and not jealous of the glory that belongs to God -- because He thought it nothing in order to come down and save you
It is not being boastful of this lifetime's success
Love is the opposite of proud -- humility enough to accept His 100% exact & precise leadership (like Samuel and Moses who though lead, have God as Commander)
- "Not proud" is also "not wild" - but comes with stable emotions through years of deliberate, practiced sanctification/purification => it is mourning with foresight to see the looming risks/dangers before the world mourns & rejoicing only when you know everything is locked in in eternity.
Love does not dishonour -- It says, I will not do things that will bring you shame. "I HAVE TO BE FAITHFUL!!"
It is not self seeking, not easily angered, keeps no records of wrongs, does not delight in evil but rejoiced with Truth. Love always protects, trusts, hopes, perseveres.

Love is at the core -- between you and the omnipresent Him
Love is with all your heart.

And His response, "I love you with an everlasting love".


Afterwards, we called them -- in the stillness of the night -- if they are the people who would give up everything and go after God's heart. Many of them put up their hands. My heart weighs for the ones who didnt.

We watched That the World May Know series, part 2

The things done through Chill Lax, is really the only road running East/West, down the mountains, across the Jordan river to "The Other Side" and connect to the King's Highway on the other side. 
(That the World May Know series, episode 1, Promised land)

But the pain of failure of telecommunications and the frustration it brought really weighs on me -- and I am determined -- what do i have to do, so that next time it will surely work??

And I didn't know all these would happen but we also recorded the session for the first time on voice. So we can edit out the noisy bits and publish it for those who missed out.

Sola gratia.

Monday, 3 October 2016

一连串的线

很少有人从圣经中找到那条一连串的直线來处理他:

信仰•行为•见证••敬拜•事奉•赞美•奉献••传扬福音••

的生活

https://youtu.be/mMyWSg5nfBY
17:00
唐崇荣圣灵论 pt 5

Saturday, 24 September 2016

Chat history between "Grace" and "HungryWoman"


HungryWoman  21:37

/::</::Q 

HungryWoman  21:38

我真的要越发郑重从使徒们那天所领受的圣道, 恐怕我自己一不小心跟着潮流遗失了。。/::<

Grace  22:23

他好厉害啊,对中国的历史这么熟悉

Grace  22:40

他可能有些腼腆,大概也不知道怎么和女孩子打交道。中国很多的男生都是这样,并没有被指导怎么样和女生交流,所以会话比较少。

Grace  22:42

耀武弟兄说,你可以要他的电话,然后给他发信息。有人关心他,他会很开心,他虽然面上很酷,但是内心可能很空虚。他会读你的信息的。福音的信息也可以发给他。

HungryWoman  22:44

嗯我有他的微信

HungryWoman  22:46

那是好主意!! 我会试试

Grace  22:47

或者有机会,可以叫上你的小伙伴们一起,争取让他融入到你们的大家庭来。

HungryWoman  22:48

为什么很多男生会害羞呢? 普通上上学不就跟女孩子一起交谈吗

HungryWoman  22:49

嗯嗯, 大家庭很重要。。

Grace  22:50

中国的家庭一般不会教孩子怎样与异性相处

HungryWoman  22:51

我们开的英文交流小组看来他还挺感兴趣的,只是上星期没空参加

Grace  22:52

那很好,那你就下次再邀约他来参加

HungryWoman  22:52

我怕他英语不好的话,马上带到大家庭会使他觉得生疏, 因为都是印尼人。。

HungryWoman  22:53

所以一面想个自先交个朋友好好认识, 建立默契

HungryWoman  22:54

然后另一方面把他请来比教会小的交流小组

HungryWoman  22:56

也比较方便帮他翻译。。 因为在星期天教会, 大多是用印尼文, 我自己都需要翻译。。

Grace  22:57

嗯,好呀。慢慢来

HungryWoman  22:57

唉, 就很希望有几个华人的主内弟兄能跟我去做这样的事工

HungryWoman  22:57

可惜现在没有

HungryWoman  22:59

每次我这样街头布道, 常常会接触到男生, 不小心可能会常常引起误会。有位弟兄告诉我, 我是个女生, 我不应该去跟男生布道。

HungryWoman  23:04

我听了很伤心。我在想, 我不去, 谁去? 庄稼多,做工的人少。真正因为爱灵魂而不是自义的要用神学理论辩倒非信徒, 又不轻敌撒旦在一个人身上捆绑的权势, 又亲自走出教会的门到街上布道的, 在我们教会就区区那几个。

HungryWoman  23:05

虽然藉着英文交流组的队员训练我们正在带一批新的年轻人, 可是, 他们毕竟思想上还年轻

Grace  23:06

你们有没有师母?

HungryWoman  23:06

有的

Grace  23:07

问一问师母,或者其他的灵命比较成熟的姐妹,看看她们有什么建议。

Grace  23:07

我想那个弟兄的意思大概是出于保护你。

HungryWoman  23:09

嗯。我最近也是在想多跟师母谈谈。。

Grace  23:09

是的,

HungryWoman  23:10

普通上我会跟一位弟兄一起, 这样, 不论是男是女都可以上去搭话

Grace  23:10

我 们每个人都需要有属灵的前辈的引导。愿主记念你们。

HungryWoman  23:10

/::D

HungryWoman  23:11

谢谢!! 你们也是/::>

今天终于。。


把道讲解给我的太极老师了!开始了。
諸天啊, 你们与我同欢乐吧!
What was that? 

我们不会疲倦到不唱这首旧诗章: 荣耀归神, 哈利路亚! 我们声量依旧, 信心比前更坚强! 荣耀归神! 哈利路亚!

但我深知所信的是谁, 也深深相信祂实在全能, to take them-- which I've committed -- unto Him against that day.

Just like on Wednesday, when You were there as I/we shared about You with Rachel and Agnes. 

O Lord, whatever you were doing in the apostlic times, please do it again!!! Please do it again in this land here at this time and space in Melbourne!!!

24.9.2016 Sat

Friday, 23 September 2016

跟姐姐讨论 徐兆锋 Zephyr

—————  2016-09-23  —————


Grace  21:00

又到吃饭时间了。你最近怎么样啊?

HungryWoman  21:01

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HungryWoman  21:01

我也正在读

Grace  21:01

[ThumbsUp]

HungryWoman  21:02

下面那本是上学期的神学课本还没读完呢!!

HungryWoman  21:03

我最近生活挺有趣的

HungryWoman  21:04

就两周前也是在公园读这本课本时, 要回家的时候看见一个人运动着

HungryWoman  21:05

那星期我还没街头布道因为周间有事, 所以看见好像是在耍武术就觉得是接触的好机会因为有话题

HungryWoman  21:06

所以就上去, 说耍得好酷啊可不可以让我多看几下 (自己小时候超喜欢读金庸的说)

Grace  21:06

[ThumbsUp]

Grace  21:07

[Grin]

HungryWoman  21:08

看着看着他就耍了和式太极完整72式给我看

HungryWoman  21:08

我看他翩翩起舞似的都看呆了

HungryWoman  21:09

(我想我要是生在古代中国应该就走江湖当女侠了)

HungryWoman  21:11

然候他 (徐兆锋) 耍完了之候就问我有兴趣吗?想不想学。

HungryWoman  21:11

说可以把简化的18式教我

HungryWoman  21:11

/::P/::D

HungryWoman  21:12

我就说好啊!/::>

Grace  21:15

[ThumbsUp]

Grace  21:15

好呀,交个朋友,慢慢来跟进

HungryWoman  21:15

想说一面学太极 (懂个什么武术的, 老爸应该比较放心我一个人去雅加达吧。。), 一面认识新朋友, 一面把永生的道告诉他

Grace  21:16

嗯,非常好

HungryWoman  21:16

他才20岁左右吧

HungryWoman  21:16

很年轻

Grace  21:16

向你学习哦

HungryWoman  21:16

可是讲话很成熟的呢。。

HungryWoman  21:17

就。。我从来也没遇见过这样子的人

HungryWoman  21:18

就是。。我每次讲话, 他都会回答可是每一次回答都会用最少的字回答。

HungryWoman  21:19

四个字, 五个字不超

HungryWoman  21:21

但是又有时我会问他些什么。。 例如中国历史之类的, 问题一对了, 他就会哗啦哗啦的像瀑布那样滔滔不绝的说着。。。

HungryWoman  21:24

他的个性真的很难猜得准。。虽然已经练了3-4次太极, 我还是连一句神的道都还没找到对的时机插入

HungryWoman  21:26

Grace 姐姐你觉得他这样的人是不是国内常见的? (是不是虽然是华人可是从新加坡的我跟他的文化差距比想象的大)?

HungryWoman  21:28

我问他名字时, 他告诉我他们家是什么什么朝代的138代传下来的。。

HungryWoman  21:30

然候, 你觉得我要是要把他带到真理里面, 应该如何引进呢?

HungryWoman  21:36

他今天跟我说, 年底他要回国过年。所以希望11月前把18式教我教完。 我今天回家时想想。。别人教你今生的一套路法都是那么有系统有进度的在细心教。你传福音呢? 为什么那么没规划? 那么没心好像有传没传都一样, 传多传少不要紧。。唉! 我真是惭愧呀!!

HungryWoman  21:37

/::</::Q

HungryWoman  21:38

我真的要越发郑重从使徒们那天所领受的圣道, 恐怕我自己一不小心跟着潮流遗失了。。/::<






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Thursday, 22 September 2016

Immeasurable Peace Unexplainably Real

So we had our third Chill Lax ESL session tonight and after the session,  either Zoe / Ai Shuang told me that the session was really rewarding for her because she felt really peaceful. 
And Andika was saying seems like Ai was really in an exploratory stage of God yearning to get to know Him, or we should say God yearns to manifest Himself to her more. 当趁神还相近的时候亲近祂。

So I walked away in repentence because I was thinking the Word of God as inferior to the newspaper cuttings. 我轻看耶和华的话。But my Chill Lax crew members all picked to study the Bible today (Ephesians 1) rather than go through the news articles. And somehow we knew that marvelous works will be progressed today through this gathering. 
After Zoe/Ai's comment about peace, I walked away ashamed. I didnt know -- that in the words of Truth there was a peace that actualises. It never occurred to me that because the words are truth, that it will cause its listeners and their intuition and minds to be at ease.  And I also didn't know -- that His peace can attract other people the same way He attracted us so many years ago. And it's marvelous --- I didn't know that even people from China could be attracted. Oh how long ago it was that this happened such that its rarity already caused me to forget.

And it's true, just like Ephesians 1 that we read today, it's quite amazing that God's preplanned salvation of sinners into His sonship is really to manifest His great purpose of the unification though His body -- first Jews, then gentiles,  now to the rest of the world. 

How impossible this is. But yet what gets accomplished. Thus says Jehova your God -- don't go remembering the things of the past; Look! I am doing a new thing. I will open roads in the wilderness and rivers in the deserts. Don't you know? 

以賽亞書 43:18-19 CUNP

耶和華如此說: 你們不要記念從前的事, 也不要思想古時的事。  看哪,我要做一件新事; 如今要發現,你們豈不知道嗎? 我必在曠野開道路, 在沙漠開江河。


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