Friday 4 January 2013

I once heard of you but now...從前我風聞有祢 -- more about Hell, Holiness, Fighting as a leader

從前我風聞有祢。他們說祢住在我心裡,雖然從小就活在祢面前但是我還是會很擔心。 。 。是真的嗎?真的有住?怎麼個住法?祢那麼大,我那麼小,開什麼玩笑,祢來真的哦?

理智的我不想被騙因為我知道女人嘛,常常比較感性,常常把自己的想像並感覺錯解為神的旨意。要是這一切都是我頭腦裡面自己想像出來的,怎麼辦呢?
而且,我覺得祢很吝嗇——摩西要見祢,祢就讓他見祢的背,大衛也找到了祢的心,以利亞也聽到了祢的聲音,以西結見到至聖者—是啦,然後他就嚇呆了, 但我嚇到也甘願啊!還有一大堆的那個誰那個誰都不計勝數地在聖經裡提到祢跟他們"會面"喔! ——就只有我啦!祢就是不疼我(更諷刺的就是我明明知道祢很疼我還讓我落到這個地步)。看到祢的背我都甘願唄。

就只有我啦,祢的三位一體那麼難懂,祢的福音那麼的深奧而且不但是福音又是禍因,我想好久,一直思考但是要在腦裡完全地像拼圖拼好,還差遠哩!阿祢 是怎樣?我看祢莫非是想我(祢的這民) 因為沒有知識,不認識祢就滅亡、我看祢是非想看我在不認識祢中悲悲慘慘的下陰間不可。是,我從所造物看得見祢的榮耀,我也看了,也信。祢一生領我,這刻在 我心板上,是無可否認的。但又怎樣?我還是不認識祢。祢好像把自己藏起來,還虧我們倆那麼好,但是祢懂我有什麼用?我不懂祢呢?有好朋友這樣不認識的哦? 祢簡直是不夠朋友!又不能見到祢,又不認識祢,祢是想我煩死?又不敢死,因為死後還有審判。我真是生不如死,好累好苦好煩喔!

後來,靈修時讀到了約翰一書,書上記著說:

我小子們哪,我將這些話寫給你們,是要叫你們不犯罪。若有人犯罪,在父那裏我們有一位中保,就是那義者耶穌基督。他為我們的罪作了挽回祭,不是單為 我們的罪,也是為普天下人的罪。我們若遵守他的誡命,就曉得是認識他。人若說「我認識他」,卻不遵守他的誡命,便是說謊話的,真理也不在他心裏了。凡遵守 主道的,愛上帝的心在他裏面實在是完全的。從此,我們知道我們是在主裏面。人若說他住在主裏面,就該自己照主所行的去行。 。 。
過後幾節又說:
我寫信給你們,不是因你們不知道真理,正是因你們知道,並且知道沒有虛謊是從真理出來的。誰是說謊話的呢?不是那不認耶穌為基督的嗎?不認父與子 的,這就是敵基督的。凡不認子的,就沒有父;認子的,連父也有了。論到你們,務要將那從起初所聽見的,常存在心裏。若將從起初所聽見的存在心裏,你們就必 住在子裏面,也必住在父裏面。主所應許我們的就是永生。我將這些話寫給你們,是指著那引誘你們的人說的。你們從主所受的恩膏常存在你們心裏,並不用人教訓 你們,自有主的恩膏在凡事上教訓你們。這恩膏是真的,不是假的;你們要按這恩膏的教訓住在主裏面。
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這恩膏就是聖靈,聖靈不是什麼神秘力量乃是一位"誰" (not a force, but a 'who') 。從尼西亞信經裡我們宣布: “我們信聖靈,是主、是賜生命者,祂由父和子同出,與父及子同受敬拜,同受尊榮。祂曾藉著眾先知說話。”

可見我們若遵行主的道,就曉得是真認識祂,主聖靈也常在我們心裡住,我們就常住在聖父、聖子、聖靈---- 三位一體的一位上帝里面了。雖然我常覺自己不足,但是主說:不然,你愛我的心在我眼裡實在是完全的。讀到了好欣慰,被激勵,被堅固,想跟多奮發。

然後,今早恰好較早起,想說下載幾個比較有音律(tune )的詩歌來聽,因為最近聽太多hiphop 歌覺得有點乏調,就剛好看見以下這個video。看了看,跟聖經對比,沒有找到不符合的,在我裡面的聖靈也沒有責備我,可見這見證是可信的。於是在選擇信 中看著,聽著,使我在好幾處都心驚。 。 。有好幾樣我之前的猜想可能會是那樣都被應證的確是如此。例如神曾告訴我們說非聖潔不能見神的面,非聖潔不能進天國,看了video 我才深深體會到到底要多聖潔才叫聖潔—— 聖潔就是完全聖潔。聖潔剪一點不叫聖潔。白衣有一個斑點就不叫白衣了 --- 這是神對聖潔的定義。 那時,我深深的感觸到--- there is absolutely nothing I can do to be Holy enough for You 就算我完完全全地生活,沒有犯一件罪,就算是如此,我的‘完全’和神的聖潔公義中間還是有個深淵。



– this calls for humbling and requiring of salvation. This means that no matter how godly others think a Christian is, know then – that it really is no where near enough to get you there. Truly, apart from Jesus Christ, there is no other way.

And in the Abyss, according to the lady in the video, she mentioned that there are many Christians who are half way, and a lot of Christians who are in there because of unforgiveness, and a lot in there because they preach only the half truth. 我嚇了一跳--- 那麼說來,很多去教會的人不都是得不到永生的嗎?我心寒了一阵 --- 我也很有可能被丢入地狱。"Go! Go and tell my people that they need to start forgiving -- there needs to be more forgiveness especially inside the church! Because the price of not forgiving is that you will be thrown into hell." said Jesus to the lady. 耶穌對那個小姐說: “去!你去告訴我的民,叫他們開始赦免 -- 尤其在教會的裡面更是這樣,因為不赦免的人的結局就是地獄。”

And to those people who, just like Pope John Paul II begged Jesus for mercy in the Abyss – Jesus said to him: “You! You knew better! You knew the whole Truth and gospel and chose not to preach it – because of money and because of sexual fornication.” And the repeating message I observed – was that every single one in Hell begged Jesus for mercy 每一个在地狱里牢房里的人都伸出手来, 向耶稣求饶, and the overarching phrase Jesus repeated was “It’s too late.” And each time Jesus said “It’s too late”, tears would roll down his white robes 每一次耶穌對那些人說“已經太晚了”的時候,祂都哭了。“就是因為地獄是這樣的,所以我才給了我的生命來代替你的使到你沒有必要來。曾經給過你機會但是你 決定不接受。。。現在,就只有那些還存留在地上還沒死的還有機會了。” “This is why I gave my life for you so that you do not need to come here. You were given chances but you did not choose to listen. But only those alive on earth right now have the chance.” There will be a lot of regret going on. But it would be too late.  And when they saw that Jesus didn’t do anything for them, they cursed Him.


So be careful, my people, don’t you, knowing the whole truth, only preach half. And don’t you believe that only half a truth could possibly save you. 那些懂完整的真理卻只講一半真理的 –– 就是好聽、容易聽那半的---的你要知道這條道的結局就是地獄。那些聽了一半真理,以為神只降幅不降禍的,以为你只需要说‘耶稣我爱你’,却不在真理(神 自己)里 面居住也不做神喜悦的事和守他的诫命的 ---- 不要以為你這種信能夠救你。地獄也有你的份。 

Do not be deceived by the devil --- God is not coming for those who are halfway – 不要被撒旦迷惑 ---- 你当确知耶穌不是為了那些半生不熟的人而來的。Only those who are Holy and how not gone astray from His walk, a person who is not living the double life, prepared, without spot, without blemish and not contaminated will gain salvation. "Go! Go and tell them to return to their ancient way." "只有真正聖潔,潔淨自己的衣裳的, 沒有活個雙重身份的, 預備好的,沒有斑點瑕疵,沒有被污染的那些人才是我來找的人。所以你要去,去告訴他們要歸回到那古時的道— 就是他們起初鎖聽見的道。”

所以当趁神还相近的时候寻求祂,因为有一天,机会会过去的,祂会离你甚远。到那时候,你就要自己背你的罪的沉重结局了。主說:“去!去!告訴我的 民:“回 去你們以前的事奉,因為他們不再像以前這樣敬拜我了。 因為我要來了!我來是為了找那些以心、靈、誠實尋求我的。”Only those who are Holy will be saved, only those who are Holy can enter the Celestial Kingdom. So seek God whilst He is still near and you are still alive, because one day, the chances will be over, and He will no longer be near. At that time, you will have to shoulder the deadly weight of your own sin. "Go, go tell me people to return to their ancient ministries, because they don't worship me like they used to, because they don't seek me like their used to. Because I'm coming! I'm coming for people who seek me in spirit and in truth"



Another thing that shocked me in this video was this--- I since early last year have come to the conclusion that Satan is this extremely twisted creature, going to be chained at last but in the meantime runs around like a maniac twistedly deceives the world with lies upon lies upon lies, half truths, and then leave the person to realise the hard truth when it is too late. 另外一件使我心驚的,就是照著聖經的話的了解,我近期在腦海裡對撒旦的印象就是一個非常非常神經病似地瘋了卻又完全理智,完全知道他自己在做什麼的邪惡活 物。他用盡甜言蜜語,一切情慾來騙一個人和迷惑他的心,然後讓他們或有知覺、或不知不覺地掉入他的陷阱裡面。以致那些人有一天會發現撒旦自己所說的半真理的實踐時,已經太晚了(他從來只告訴你甜頭那一面)。

而那個video裡面竟說到--- 不只是撒旦,但那些惡鬼都是一模一樣像這樣的性質,抱著這種心態做工的!!And the lady mentioned in the video that she saw in Hell, not only Satan but those demons of all shapes and sizes all behave maniacally-evily, just as twistedly! They would torture the humans in jail with darts and poke them and wrap them around with serpents that had thorns and have worms eating the people’s faces and as they are torturing the humans, they would have these Cynical laughs saying – “this is your kingdom now! Sing praise and worship!! You chose this, so This is your kingdom now! So sing praise and worship!!” they threw a special kind of spear to a woman who was in amongst burning fire, who knew God, went to church but went astray from His way.
Then many demons gathered to conjure up what was like rain/clouds, but then all the people who were there ran away -- and the lady realised that it was not normal rain but sulfuric rain. And after the rain, she saw how the worms would multiply, and how the fire would be burning even hotter.

I had always thought the worms and fire and sulphur Jesus mentioned, and how it was like Gehenna (the rubbish tip) were all metaphors. But they are not metaphors – they are real, I realised today.

"If that person has not repented, they have to repeat here (again and again) what they did on earth."Said Jesus.

And then after the sulfur rain, the demons would laugh at the tormented ones and say --
"worship and adore, because this is your kiinggdom, this is your kingggdom, you have to worship and adore for this is your kinnnngdom, forever and ever." For this person they were tormenting and mocking used to be a Christian who later forsook God's ways and chose to sell his soul for all the worldly things -- money, fame, greed, idolatry, sexual fornication...

那位video裡面的小姐提到在地獄裡,不僅是撒旦那麼癲狂,他的部下那些鬼門都是這樣的--- 他們會用槍刺人來折磨那人,讓他回想他生前做的每一件事,並且不斷重複它。那些惡魔用蛇來勒人頸項,加上叫蟲吃那人的臉,在火中丟槍在那人的身體上折磨他 們; 他們一面折磨,就一面會諷刺嘲笑人,說:“這就是你現在的國度!你跪拜吧!這不就是你自己選擇進入的嗎?這就是你現在的國度!你跪拜吧!” 然後有一群惡魔就聚集在一處又呼天喚雨般地招聚硫黃的雲,降下,然後降下了過後地獄的火焰又增加了,蟲的數量也增加數倍。然後惡魔就大笑,說:“敬拜瞻仰 吧!因為這是你的國度!這是你的國度!你必須敬拜瞻仰,因為這是你的國度!永遠永遠!” 因為那個被嘲笑的人曾經是個基督徒,但是後來卻選擇離開主,去追求金錢、名利、又貪心等等。我各人覺得很諷刺。
我曾以為聖經中耶穌所說的地獄好像欣嫩子谷那個垃圾堆只不過是個比喻而已。但是其實不是比喻 – 那蟲、那硫黃、那晝夜不停的折磨、那哀哭切齒都是真的 – 這是我今天發現的。


還有那些教會中的牧師、長老執事和教會中一切教導人和一切普通的忠心做神的工的人們,撒旦和鬼魔們都會召開秘密會議,商議怎樣破壞他們的家庭,把他 們擄到陰間去。為什麼?那是因為這些人的手下有千萬人,這些人是上帝所立來照管他們的牧者 ——我終於明白了—— 原來這是個領袖與領袖之間的爭戰。鬼魔們要把對方的領袖擊垮。可惜的是—牧人們還在自相殘殺呢,有幾個是真正認識我們真正的敵人是對面岸的那些呢?鬼魔們 未曾輕敵。而主耶穌說:"你們要小心不要開門,不要讓魔鬼有留地步的機會, 因為魔鬼如吼叫的獅子,到處尋找人吞吃。"
"去!去告訴他們我與他們同在!所以我的民啊,你們要奮勇抵擋。而你們需要配戴军裝 -- 不是一點,而是全部的軍裝才能夠抵擋並且站立得住。” 因為那在我們裡面的比在世上的更大更大
And as for the pastors, elders, deacons, mentors in church, Satan and the demons hold these secret meetings to plan how to destroy their families and bring them back here. The lady asked why, and Christ said – it is because these are the shepherd that He has put in charge of His sheep, and under them are thousands of people. It is a battle amongst the leaders of one army against the battle from other. Jesus said, "Go! Go tell my people not to open the door to let Satan in, for Satan is like a prowling lion, looking for people to devour. Go tell them that I am with them, and greater am I who is in them than those that are in the world. And they will need the armour to resist it --- the full armour." Have courage and know that your weapons are enough to block all the fiery spears the enemy chucks at you.

"Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people." (Ephesians 6)


“去!去告訴我的民我就像帖撒羅尼迦前書 4:16-17 所說的一樣的會回來地球上
不要告訴他們我必快來 --- 告訴他們我馬上就來-- 因為沒有人知道我什麼時候來 -- 連天使都不知道。我必忽然臨到並且我只為那些正在遵行我的旨意的和聖潔的來只有遵行我旨意和聖潔的,完全預備好了的人才能夠進入天國。” 因為當主來那日,很多人必沒有人料到,他們必吃驚,並當他們在電視上看見主說:“我只為我的聖民來” 的時候他們必會驚恐,擔心,因為自己沒有預備好。他們必想尋死,但是死亡必遠離他們。當那日,還活著的人就已經沒有機會悔改了-- 就算還活著的也已經太遲了

"Go! Go and tell my people I am coming to earth just like in 1Thess 4:16-17. Don't tell them that I am coming soon. Tell them I am coming RIGHT AWAY, and I am only coming a HOLY PEOPLE. ONLY THOSE WHO ARE LIVING MY WILL AND THOSE WITH HOLINESS will I take with me."
For no one knows the day or the hour that I am coming for My Church -- not even the angels. So tell them I am coming RIGHT AWAY so that they are always prepared. For when Christ comes in the day of Rapture, there will be many who will be caught in surprise and left behind on earth, they will look at the TV and hear Christ say "I am coming for my Holy People", and they will panic because they have been left behind. Death will leave them and it will be too late, there will be no more chances though they are alive.

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看了這個Video, 我才發現--- 神正在回答我的禱告—如今我真是親自地認識了祂。但是看到的結論就是—小心你求什麼,因為當神讓你得到/看到了你就負有更大的責任必須把你所告訴別人了。 我從前風聞有袮,今天我親自見了袮。。。的背。如今我明白,我不傳就有禍了,因為看過就無法推諉了。讓我們心存敬畏,明白並且感受到那種緊急的急促,戰戰兢兢地認真悔改、預備、面對上帝吧!

After watching the video, I then realised that this is God’s way of answering my prayer – now I truly have got a glimpse of... His back, and really got to know Him better, just like I asked. But I have arrived at this conclusion – be careful  what you ask for, because the responsibility is greater on he/she who have seen to spread what he/she has now seen – for now he/she has no excuse not to. And if he/she does not spread what they have seen, then woe and condemnation will be on him/her. Let us treat God seriously, with all due reverence and fear, and face Him prepared (rather than 'still preparing'), and picking up that responsibility, while sensing that emergency urgency.


So much more to type from the video, but you should watch it yourself---
看那個片子--See that video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BkFRPt4xIVY 




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